5 steps

I don't know how much longer,

You gonna be here,

So I said my prayers every night,

One for my mother, One for my father...

And one for the love of my life...

So if you decide to leave today,

Then leave tomorrow, at the door..

And take only half of yesterday.

And forget all hope for the present...

Cause each us went away,

We were 5 steps,

From eternity,

We were 4 steps,

4 steps past love,

And 3 wishes...

From touching the heaven above us..

Another day is gone,

Another night now dawn...

Waiting patiently, Hope that you'll return..

But not before long...

Why you said goodbye,,

I still feel your present, in my bed at night...

And why was reality once,

A love true in form,

Has now added pain,

For a man scorn..

Force to wear,

The memories of pain,

Around an empty heart...

Now....

I sit in silence and began to think,

As laughter echoes trough the air,

I can't get you off my mind,

But this whole new love..
I could never bear...

So now I lay me down to sleep..

And I pray my Lord, my soul to keep,

And if I die before I wake,

Then I promise,

I'll be there for you,
Always....

Just remember that,

We were 5 steps,

From eternity,

We were 4 steps,

4 steps past love,

And 3 wishes...

From touching the heaven above us..

Urgh~

Grrr.... terasa ingin post something yg bermakna. Tapi, otak ini tepu and crammed. Jammed! Doh!

I'm free, single but still not available. Again!

Still can't find which part of you was mine. Even your heart. So, after going through, up and down, do the math, I've clearly decided to 'relieved' our r'ship. Though, 'relieved' is not a suitable word. Ok. Still cannot accept the word 'breaking up'. Ngaha.

It took me long enough to realized, that, I can't see what is in front of me. Why? Because I kept searching what thing that far away from me. Dush! Heart could treat Brain badly, eventhough, they are using the same blood-drainage, oxygen and even vitamin. WTH I was babbling. But, yeah, we are not compatible. Not even after this 3 years of complicated r/ship.

Please, don't come back, or don't ever say you wanna come back, cz, I might considered it back. Hu.

I've told you, HEART IS A VERY COMPLICATED MUSCLE!