HiM

There is this guy.
That I really admire.

But he so far away.
So so so far away.

I always think of him.
Be with me.

Standing beside me.
Closely.
So that i can hear his breathing.
So that i can hear his heart pumping.
So that i can feel his appearance, is for me.

Staring at me.

Watching at me.

Smiling at me.

Damn it! i miss him. a lot. a lot. a lot. a lot

i remember. our last meeting.
we were fighting. like hell. the last word i said to him was : don't ever come back!

now i regret it. i do regret it.

2 years. we talked just once. just once. and it is just a simple conversation.
like we never know each other before. like we are strangers who unexpectedly, passing calls.

I don't know how long i can stay like this.

Waiting for him.

waiting.

waiting.

things might changes.

i wish to tell him: i'm sorry.i'm truly sorry. really sorry.

i wish you read this.,
my l.o.v.e.